Log 13

haha unlucky number go brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Getting serious now, I've been having some really weird things happen to me time-to-time on a daily basis. I'll just be working on Fandom or eating a snack when all of a sudden I get this strange feeling inside of me. Not some kind of stomach sickness or breathing problems, because I don't have any. It's a feeling that I can only describe as something between butterflies in your stomach and that feeling in your body you get after you're yelled at by your parents. I can't put my finger on it but this is the best description I can give.

Recently, I've been realizing more and more that I've been a piece of shit this entire time. I'm starting to realize the magnitude of how much I really fucked up while on Discord, and sometimes in real life. I've been spending less time in my room, and I'm starting to go on more and more walks around the neighborhood. I've been trying to spend more time outdoors as well. Summer will be a good opportunity for this as a result of COVID at least starting to calm down a bit.

Another thing: I got accepted into a two-week summer camp in Colorado, thanks to the help of Dad's support to make me do it. Camp runs from July 11th to July 23rd.

Honestly feeling more and more like a piece of shit the more I spend time in the house.

Electrified, 2021.